L0ve is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it..♥
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Thursday, November 25, 2010
我也累了。。。
昨天我终于恍然大悟, 发现“累”这个字其实只不过是一个借口。 我以前真的是好傻, 好天真。 每次当我听到他对我说他好累,不想和我聊天, 我只能很无奈地接受,埋怨为什么他的功课那么多,永远有做不完的事情。当很多人告诉我那只是一种借口, 我一直都不相信,每次都安慰我自己说那是因为他们都不了解他。 但是,我昨天终于明白了。“累”只是用来安抚对方。 因为事实就是, 你根本都不想和他聊天,而最好的理由便是:“我累了”。 如果对方不能接受, 那只会显示他不够体贴,所以每个人听到别人说累了,都会让他去休息。“累”这个字真的是个“好”借口! yes, indeed things have turned to the bad side so quickly. i wouldnt deny, i feel sad about it. afew days ago, i cried like mad again just hours before my exam paper. i cried about how we have changed, how you and i have changed. its sad and scary how i cant picture you and i together anymore.. as much as i didnt want to, but undeniably, things between us have really changed. with or without him around, we would still realise it, it was just a matter of whether we realise it sooner or later. feelings in humans are so bloody scary, they come and they go as and when they like. and when its gone, its almost impossible to chase it back and all u can do is to let go and watch it slip away from your hands.. are humans meant to live in solitude? sometimes i really feel i'm not courageous to step in.. the whole thing is like a vicious cycle. first you become friends, then you fall in love, you give the whole of your heart to him, time passes, things changed, he returns you the heart that you gave but that heart is already broken and torn. you feel like your heart is ripped open everyday without his presence. and the most important thing, you lose your friend and someone who was once so dear and close to you. 谢谢你的美好。。。。 |