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Saturday, June 21, 2008

i'm damned pissed off with er jie now.

we just sort of quarrelled

i sent her an sms to tell her off, sayin i dont like to hear her always saying bout wantin to send my ah B to spca.

everytime i hear that, i get very agitated, i jus dun wana talk to her anymore.

n she scolded me back saying i was the one who alwaes force her to say that because i alwaes tell her,'who ask u that time wana buy'

but its true, i alwaes feel, if she had heeded san jie's advice to think THRICE on getting a dog, maybe all this wouldnt have happened. yes, part of me really wanted to make her feel remorseful. but whenever i mention it n she talks about sendin ah B to spca, it angers me, and the next time i'll use that to 'suan' her again, n the cycle goes on n on.

there's one thing i would like to advice all esp if u are thinking of getting an animal, especially a dog. it is really for a lifetime. the dog's lifetime n at least 10 years of ur life, u'll have it to accompany u. if u pple, like my sis, think sendin it to the spca when u dun wan it, will solve ur problem, THINK AGAIN. u've heard how many animals esp dogs get put to sleep in spca jus cus spca has no more place to house all these poor animals. and in a way, U'RE SENDING A DOG U'VE ONCE LOVED SO MUCH, TO DEATH instead of the naive thinking that, maybe being there it'll find another owner who loves and pampers it more. how many percentage of dogs will actually be so fortunate?

i've sacrificed many times fer my ah B, when dearie wana surprise me on valentines day, the plans have to get canceled jus cus he wanted to camp overnight at east coast park but i had to go home n walk ah B, feed him food the next morning. dates have to end early cus i need to rush home fer ah B. yes, at times, i grumble, i complain, i flare at sisters when there's this rare time when i ask them fer help n they refused to help me. but i really lurve ah B and THERE'S NO WAY I'M GONNA SEND HIM THERE.
arghs.

i'm feelin so like shit now. damned.

although i had an enjoyable time wif my dearie just now, i finally got to eat the nice longan red tea jelly wif lotsa milk at clementi, but....

my dearie's leaving fer a holidae on sunday fer 8 days. :(

tis is my depression period, maeb when he come back i already die of depression le. >.<

hais. shall end it here.


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