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Thursday, June 26, 2008
woke up damned early today since dunno how many donkey months ago
thanks to dearie's sis's bf, i gt a rather high payin job(although oni 1 day) just by sittin there n help with registration. but since today is a weekday, nt much people turned up n so, really practically sittin there yet earning money (god, i feel bad to say it that way >.< i even managed to try the aquabike, which initially, i was reluctant on cus i dunno how to cycle n the aquabike is individual de. but after that, i got forced by this uncle to try n so i did, i even enjoyed it! 'cycled' round the esplanade river fer quite some time cus i was enjoying all the sea breeze n all, till i gt tired. will post pics when i receive it, or if i ever receive it. =X it has been so long, i miss water, miss swimming sia! >.< ~from our tent thereafter, there was water ski performance by really enthusiastic n friendly australians :) today was a long day, quite tired at the end of it actually.. but still, it was enjoyable :) sunday, my other significant half is comin back! :D dearie's sis's bf n i are gonna give both the sis n bro a surprise! hahas, so exciting can!!!! can't wait till sundaeee!!
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
i got a call from taiwan which brightened my day :)
although it was rather short cus long distance expensive, i'm still damned happy he called. :D n apparently, pple ard knew of his plan to send the card, all except me. he had assigned them tasks so that i get my surprise on time.. hee.. went to da jie hse jus now wif san jie. first time i could take cab without any worries cus san jie paid fer it!! thanks soooo much!! =xX cus da jie place rather ma fan to go.. nid to walk to holland V take bus n climb slope up somemore.. went mindef to pick up san jie from her workplace first before we headed to da jie place. although damned shuang that i dunid to travel here n there, but at one pt, the cab smell still nearly made me feel sick. >.< i'm sooo not a taxi girl. glad that we actually sat down n talked.. its been like bloody long since we sisters actually sat down n chat. sad to hear, but its the truth.. although the bulk of conversation was complainin bout someone not there.. =X but it really does feel good that we're actually talking, much more like wad sisters are really supposed to. to san jie: regarding ur prob.. jus wana tell u, no matter wad ur decision is, as long as u're happy, i've nothing to go against.. honestly, when have i been against anyone u goin out with rite?? ;) remember, 2012 is the end, so faster find ur happiness.. :P anythin can still tok to me, we so long nv tok to each other already.. u dun lurve mi anymore le... :( n really sorry to rong n ting.. noe i'm supposed to mit u girls up.. but, i tot it was really a rare chance to chat wif my sisters like tis, next time we still can mit up together.. so really sorry to pangseh the both of u.. >.<
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
my dearie went taiwan on sunday morning, its been only 2 days n i'm missing him REALLY BADLY..
i know it sounds really kua zhang but it seems really difficult to sleep knowing that he isnt around.. and then, time is especially hard to pass.. i really cant wait for him to return on 30th. its a loooong wait for me.. :( just now, i saw a card for me n i recognised the handwriting, felt damned happy and excited lah.. its from my dearie.. apparently he had sent it just before he went for his trip, to wish us a happy 11mth together.. the first time i received any hand written things from him, cus he keep saying he's bad at expressing in words.. really so sweet of him lah.. make me read till i cred.. :( n the contents, its damned cute, FUNNY and very HIS STYLE. lols and he did a really really sweet thing cus he knew i was being troubled by the 'problem' and he attempted to help me overcome it.. he is really a present sent into my life.. and i really hope i can have this present for as long as i live.. :) ps to u, my dearie: i ♥ u sooooooo soooooo much!! miss u like siao already.. faster come back for me!!!
Sunday, June 22, 2008
i'm fcuking dulan now!!!
i just had a haircut n the bloody woman cut until gan na sai!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pardon me, but i really nid to vent.. CB, CB, CB!!!! she just made me feel alot worse n much more depressed!!!! fcuk man!!! its so fcuking short now, i feel like cryin n dyin!!!! n.. i miss my dearie much.. :(
Saturday, June 21, 2008
i'm damned pissed off with er jie now.
we just sort of quarrelled i sent her an sms to tell her off, sayin i dont like to hear her always saying bout wantin to send my ah B to spca. everytime i hear that, i get very agitated, i jus dun wana talk to her anymore. n she scolded me back saying i was the one who alwaes force her to say that because i alwaes tell her,'who ask u that time wana buy' but its true, i alwaes feel, if she had heeded san jie's advice to think THRICE on getting a dog, maybe all this wouldnt have happened. yes, part of me really wanted to make her feel remorseful. but whenever i mention it n she talks about sendin ah B to spca, it angers me, and the next time i'll use that to 'suan' her again, n the cycle goes on n on. there's one thing i would like to advice all esp if u are thinking of getting an animal, especially a dog. it is really for a lifetime. the dog's lifetime n at least 10 years of ur life, u'll have it to accompany u. if u pple, like my sis, think sendin it to the spca when u dun wan it, will solve ur problem, THINK AGAIN. u've heard how many animals esp dogs get put to sleep in spca jus cus spca has no more place to house all these poor animals. and in a way, U'RE SENDING A DOG U'VE ONCE LOVED SO MUCH, TO DEATH instead of the naive thinking that, maybe being there it'll find another owner who loves and pampers it more. how many percentage of dogs will actually be so fortunate? i've sacrificed many times fer my ah B, when dearie wana surprise me on valentines day, the plans have to get canceled jus cus he wanted to camp overnight at east coast park but i had to go home n walk ah B, feed him food the next morning. dates have to end early cus i need to rush home fer ah B. yes, at times, i grumble, i complain, i flare at sisters when there's this rare time when i ask them fer help n they refused to help me. but i really lurve ah B and THERE'S NO WAY I'M GONNA SEND HIM THERE. arghs. i'm feelin so like shit now. damned. although i had an enjoyable time wif my dearie just now, i finally got to eat the nice longan red tea jelly wif lotsa milk at clementi, but.... my dearie's leaving fer a holidae on sunday fer 8 days. :( tis is my depression period, maeb when he come back i already die of depression le. >.< hais. shall end it here.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
cousin's wedding on 7/6/08 at trader's hotel
~pretty roses on the reception table ~me, san jie, alongside the other receptionists from the bride's side before people started to pour in, me n my partner in crime, decided to take fotosssss ~san jie, my partner in crime ~as we were really bored at the beginning, we began so zi pai =xX ~this is er jie n jiefu, watching the rehearsal before the ceremony rehearsing fer wad? u might be thinkin.. this is the show.. my cousin is the one without the cap, or whatever term they call it :P ~the swordbearers ~getting ready a pity, we didnt get to see the ceremony cus we had to stay at the reception table to wait fer the late comers. my cousin left this on the reception table when he went in fer the ceremony, which proves to be a mistake cus.. u'll have mischievous cousins playin with ur cap :P but come on, how many times do girls get to wear this? of cus must try lah!! =xX last but not least, a foto with da jie! :) speaking of weddings, this is one song that i MUST play on my own weddin. i lurve it so much! *random pix* at dearie's hse, with my 'hiao bo' behind me, checkin out his hair :D n i wana show u all, my ultimate fav at far east plaza, my must haves!! :D i ♥(x1000) the fried wanton noodle with a cup of honey milk bubble tea (ps: told u all it was gonna be random. :P ) alritey, and next, on to something i would like to share with u all on somniloquy also known as sleep talking. i just knew that it is classified as a sleeping disorder and i've had it for YEARS, even till now and it seems i have never failed to stop talking, everyday for so many years (according to sisters). so i thought, maybe some of u here, also like me, suffer from this, and the info i found on net might be interesting to u Sleep talking is the utterance of speech or sounds without awareness of the event. Sometimes you can even hold conversations with someone who is sleep talking -->this is especially true for me >.< ) It can be quite loud, ranging from simple sounds to long speeches, and can occur many times during sleep. Listeners may or may not be able to understand what the person is saying. Sleep-talking usually occurs when the body does not move smoothly from one stage of sleep to another, and they become partially aroused from sleep. it can also occur during sleep at which words spoken in a dream are spoken out loud. Sleep-talking is very common and is reported in 50% of young children, with most of them outgrowing it by puberty, although it may persist into adulthood. about 5% of adults are reported to talk in their sleep. (great, i'm amongst the 5% :( Sleep-talking by itself is harmless; however, it can wake up others or be misinterpreted as conscious speech by an observer. (san jie, see that? its not conscious speech! ) What some people think are common causes of sleep talking are lack of sleep, stress, fever, extreme distress or even pain or severe trauma. Talking, laughing or crying during sleep is not usually considered a problem. alritey, thats all for today, hope u all did not fall asleep, n hope i do outgrow it soon!! :/
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
i brought baby boy to see the vet today cus of his persisting and serious skin problem
and turned out that the vet is miss cheryl tay, the winner of miss singapore universe 2005. its so amazing cus the other day i was watching rouge, the variety show hosted by eunice olsen and the episode on pets. cheryl tay was one of the guest and apparently, she is a qualified veterinarian. and i was thinking 'wow. she must be working in some vet clinics that is superrr expensive.' turned out, i saw her at pet lovers' centre, holland V. n she is a really friendly person, towards my ah b boy n me n dearie :) will have to bring baby boy back a month later to see if it improves. n have to bring him for scaling of teeth soon. which all means that: $$$$ fly fly fly~ :( i hope er jie is gonna sponsor part of it for me. and many thanks to dearie fer accompanyin me the whole day, helpin me control the silly baby boy when in the clinic, and really, just being there for me.. :) my silly baby boy was so funny n cute cus he kept clinging onto me when he's on the table to be checked by the vet. soo cute can.. but he so damned heavy lah. 9.1kg. FAT BOY!! i guess my arms are gonna ache tomorrow after carrying him for so long.. >.< ps: i went back to get the wallet today. :D
Monday, June 16, 2008
i finally found a new goal in my life fer now!! i really hope i can get it...
its been long since i last wished fer something.. and now i wish for it to be granted or else i dont know how long more i will remain 'lost' until. wish me luck!! =) Labels: a new goal in life :D
Sunday, June 15, 2008
first, i gena stepped on at the back damned hard by a stupid fat girl.
damned dulan cus she dint seem apologetic n she nearly made me fall when she stepped on me n the worst thing, my slipper spoil cus of her. damned angry. argh. then, i saw a wallet that i wanted to get, within my budget, not bad looking, got the compartments i want but only left last piece. and the diaplsy set one is dirty. >.< i went other places ard town still could not find a decent wallet within my budget or like the one i just saw. felt damned sore cus i really wanted to get that wallet. to make it worse, on the bus home, my dress n undies got soaked and i didnt even realised it until i was getting off the bus and wondering why my butt there cold cold de. dun even know what water/liquid it is and i suspect it was done by one of the 3 morons who were sitting there previously. and thereafter... haisss all in all, its a really bad day :( Labels: series of unfortunate events
Friday, June 13, 2008
i think taiwanese idol dramas are either created by
a) men who wana con the women or b) women who wana create this 'fairytale' cus they know its never gonna happen in reality i'm currently hooked on watching huan huan ai starring rainie yang and mike he. and OMG, mike he is SO DAMNED SUAIIII LAHHH =xX off to watch videos! :D
Sunday, June 8, 2008
attended my cousin's wedding ceremony in the noon and then met dearie fer shoppin after that..
i wore the pair of killer heels again today. the first and most recent time i wore it was during grad day which earned me one blister on each toe (10 blisters), no kiddin. n 3 blisters even burst, double shiokness. >.< today, my legs are like so sore, dearie nearly had to carry me home. hahas. all thanks to my hiao-ness, i refused to change into my flip flops even though i brought them with me. i decided i should let my feet get 'seasoned' to this heels. n so, i beared with the pain n walked all over orchard. despite dearie's many attempts to persuade me to change, i die die also dun wan. :P thanks to my stubbornness, today, not so bad, i had very very sore feet and only had one big fat juicy blister yet to be burst, and 1 burst one, ouch. :( i really hate my feet sia. lousy feet!!! alritey, will post the pics another time~ time fer bed now!
Friday, June 6, 2008
went to return the grad gown wif dearie n we're both richer by 50 bucks!
we had semi-home cooked meal today with dearie's sister.. had potato salad, damned yummy pizza, nuggets!(i was very much craving fer it) n dearie finished half a chicken by himself.. :P a pity i dint get to eat the cheesecake that dearie bought too. >.< and yeah, we both realised that we spent a tad too much fer the meal and everythin and we're almost back to square 1, machiam like never collect the 50 bucks lidat. :( alrites, this is so random, shall end here and go watch videos!
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
its been a week since grad day, so i'll just post with whatever pics i have cus the other girls havent send me the pics yet
>.< firstly, a million thanks to san jie for taking time out to attend the grad ceremony :D ~sp brought us together. hahas :P ~notice the 3 'statues' behind are in the same pose! ~someone is ~no idea why kim yong looks so damned happy in both pics =xX ~with san jie ~someone being an idiot yet again ~2 half faces ~future job competitors =xX the lot of us then headed to boat quay fer lunch and then games at minds cafe some days ago, met up with sec school POJ gang fer dinner and settlers cafe :) ps:all the best to nei bei n weiliang's NS journey! ;) alritey, its time to end n head fer bed! ;) |