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Friday, May 23, 2008
yesterday was a day of isolation
i stupidly thought that i had wanted to give up everything
i'd felt really tired, tired of trying to please people, tired of what or how they would think of me. it drives me mentally tired.
you're right, i do have a problem.
if there is anything called adultophobia, i would be the first patient.
i cant help but feel scared and worried. i've tried for so many times, but sad to say, the feeling never goes away despite so many times, i just cant seem to open up and relax around them and i'm sorry for that.. i care too much of what they would think of me and i'm very afraid to get into their bad books.
:(
i had told myself that i wanted to give up everything, that i wanted to find back myself, that i don't want to worry about whether they would like me etc.
i'm sorry i didnt answer your calls, i'm sorry i didnt reply to your messages. i'm sorry i made you worried. you came over in the wee hours just cause you're worried cus you know i'm all alone at home for the night. i tried to drive you away but a big part of me wanted you to stay. and its also then that i know i never really want to give up on us.
from the bottom of my heart, i want to thank you for dropping by yesterday night just to check if i'm alright. i want to thank you for never giving up on us, i want to thank you for everything you've done for me..
I ♥ U
happy 10 months to you n me..
i stupidly thought that i had wanted to give up everything
i'd felt really tired, tired of trying to please people, tired of what or how they would think of me. it drives me mentally tired.
you're right, i do have a problem.
if there is anything called adultophobia, i would be the first patient.
i cant help but feel scared and worried. i've tried for so many times, but sad to say, the feeling never goes away despite so many times, i just cant seem to open up and relax around them and i'm sorry for that.. i care too much of what they would think of me and i'm very afraid to get into their bad books.
:(
i had told myself that i wanted to give up everything, that i wanted to find back myself, that i don't want to worry about whether they would like me etc.
i'm sorry i didnt answer your calls, i'm sorry i didnt reply to your messages. i'm sorry i made you worried. you came over in the wee hours just cause you're worried cus you know i'm all alone at home for the night. i tried to drive you away but a big part of me wanted you to stay. and its also then that i know i never really want to give up on us.
from the bottom of my heart, i want to thank you for dropping by yesterday night just to check if i'm alright. i want to thank you for never giving up on us, i want to thank you for everything you've done for me..
I ♥ U
happy 10 months to you n me..