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Saturday, May 31, 2008
i'm sooo sians, i dun feel like stayin at home. esp weekends when ah yi is ard cus it makes me damned self-conscious that the jobless period is here again and i'm nua-ing at home. hate to feel like a useless bum.
>.<
i promise i'll stop slacking n start looking fer a job SOON.
>.<
or maybe sp will accept me n i'll continue studyin n get a degree?!
hais.
n the worst thing is, i reali wana get out of the house tml.. yet, no one free to accompany me.
:(
i shall jus nua in my bed n play ds fer the whole of tml.
*cries*
:(
>.<
i promise i'll stop slacking n start looking fer a job SOON.
>.<
or maybe sp will accept me n i'll continue studyin n get a degree?!
hais.
n the worst thing is, i reali wana get out of the house tml.. yet, no one free to accompany me.
:(
i shall jus nua in my bed n play ds fer the whole of tml.
*cries*
:(
Sunday, May 25, 2008
some days ago, i insisted on staying at home to do housework despite being jio-ed by qh for mahjong session.
:P
but never mind, i felt damned accomplished that day can!! i changed my bedsheet, clean my bed, vacuum-ed n mop-ed the stupid dirty floor, clean the dirty table top n stove n sinks n bathed smelly boy :)
(i hate that i have a jie pi side inside me.. >.< )
so here's my clean + tidy bed.. wahahaaa
up the stairs~
barangs~
:P
but never mind, i felt damned accomplished that day can!! i changed my bedsheet, clean my bed, vacuum-ed n mop-ed the stupid dirty floor, clean the dirty table top n stove n sinks n bathed smelly boy :)
(i hate that i have a jie pi side inside me.. >.< )
so here's my clean + tidy bed.. wahahaaa
up the stairs~
barangs~
my collection~
the 4 guys who accompany me to lala land everyday~
last but not least, i wana complain that.. i've been having nightmare of mas selamat!! >.<
its getting scarier and scarier and the most recent one, i even got woken up by the stupid nightmare. the worst thing was, that whole day i was still feeling very hum ji and keep hallucinating.. n that day, i was at home ALONE the whole day cus ah yi went overseas for holiday, san jie styaed over at friend's house. i was so damned scared lah!! i hope he get caught soon, if not dunno how many more times i would have nightmares of him again!! :(
anyways, wana wish
my Rong Ma
happy 20th bdae!! :)
(sorry they dint have ur barbie pink color here =xX )
Friday, May 23, 2008
yesterday was a day of isolation
i stupidly thought that i had wanted to give up everything
i'd felt really tired, tired of trying to please people, tired of what or how they would think of me. it drives me mentally tired.
you're right, i do have a problem.
if there is anything called adultophobia, i would be the first patient.
i cant help but feel scared and worried. i've tried for so many times, but sad to say, the feeling never goes away despite so many times, i just cant seem to open up and relax around them and i'm sorry for that.. i care too much of what they would think of me and i'm very afraid to get into their bad books.
:(
i had told myself that i wanted to give up everything, that i wanted to find back myself, that i don't want to worry about whether they would like me etc.
i'm sorry i didnt answer your calls, i'm sorry i didnt reply to your messages. i'm sorry i made you worried. you came over in the wee hours just cause you're worried cus you know i'm all alone at home for the night. i tried to drive you away but a big part of me wanted you to stay. and its also then that i know i never really want to give up on us.
from the bottom of my heart, i want to thank you for dropping by yesterday night just to check if i'm alright. i want to thank you for never giving up on us, i want to thank you for everything you've done for me..
I ♥ U
happy 10 months to you n me..
i stupidly thought that i had wanted to give up everything
i'd felt really tired, tired of trying to please people, tired of what or how they would think of me. it drives me mentally tired.
you're right, i do have a problem.
if there is anything called adultophobia, i would be the first patient.
i cant help but feel scared and worried. i've tried for so many times, but sad to say, the feeling never goes away despite so many times, i just cant seem to open up and relax around them and i'm sorry for that.. i care too much of what they would think of me and i'm very afraid to get into their bad books.
:(
i had told myself that i wanted to give up everything, that i wanted to find back myself, that i don't want to worry about whether they would like me etc.
i'm sorry i didnt answer your calls, i'm sorry i didnt reply to your messages. i'm sorry i made you worried. you came over in the wee hours just cause you're worried cus you know i'm all alone at home for the night. i tried to drive you away but a big part of me wanted you to stay. and its also then that i know i never really want to give up on us.
from the bottom of my heart, i want to thank you for dropping by yesterday night just to check if i'm alright. i want to thank you for never giving up on us, i want to thank you for everything you've done for me..
I ♥ U
happy 10 months to you n me..
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
today marks the end of work in living hell!
=D
was pissed off again by yati today n i'm glad i never really talk to her today.
the most useful thing that i learnt over the one month, it would have to be.... learning to use the steam iron! ok, and thats bout it. or bout how ugly this world can be. hahas
todae, being my last day, i decided to ask one of the colleagues to help me buy something as they are entitled to staff discount. and the only thing that caught my eye was this
i'm broke but i just cant miss buying this fer nana! =)
hope she likes it.. although her very poor ah yi is broke again, i still manage to get this fer her..
its soooo damned cute lah!! n it even comes with a very cute pooh panty!
this pic shall end the topic of work at robinsons from now on. n it was taken cus amanda n i both felt good that we managed to clear up the very messy bin =)
some time back, met up wif the poly clique for some damned filling steamboat n before that, i dragged dearie with me for some ice monster, yet again cus i was craving fer the durian paste.
wholesome GOODness. mango chunks with mango sherbet and yummilicious durian paste
back to the topic of the gathering, we were all there except fer the EVER BUSY kenny. had a good chat n caught up with them ever since the last time we met which was around march. we'll meet again on the grad ceremony! hard to find common time fer all these few daes.. =/
today after my work, met up wif dearie and we went to find rong jie cus she needed some company. ps: hope we did keep u entertained, at least fer a while n cheer up!! ;)
n then, i bought happy strudel back fer me n san jie. i just lurve the durian strudels!!
n den, dearie bought this marie cup fer me =D
thanks muchie!!
lastly, i shall end with some pics from da jie's wedding. pics are not clear cus i used my fone to take from the photographs that da jie gave us
alritey, thats all fer now~ gotta go submit timesheet n stuff with amanda tomorrow.. time fer bed!
=D
was pissed off again by yati today n i'm glad i never really talk to her today.
the most useful thing that i learnt over the one month, it would have to be.... learning to use the steam iron! ok, and thats bout it. or bout how ugly this world can be. hahas
todae, being my last day, i decided to ask one of the colleagues to help me buy something as they are entitled to staff discount. and the only thing that caught my eye was this
i'm broke but i just cant miss buying this fer nana! =)
hope she likes it.. although her very poor ah yi is broke again, i still manage to get this fer her..
its soooo damned cute lah!! n it even comes with a very cute pooh panty!
this pic shall end the topic of work at robinsons from now on. n it was taken cus amanda n i both felt good that we managed to clear up the very messy bin =)
some time back, met up wif the poly clique for some damned filling steamboat n before that, i dragged dearie with me for some ice monster, yet again cus i was craving fer the durian paste.
wholesome GOODness. mango chunks with mango sherbet and yummilicious durian paste
back to the topic of the gathering, we were all there except fer the EVER BUSY kenny. had a good chat n caught up with them ever since the last time we met which was around march. we'll meet again on the grad ceremony! hard to find common time fer all these few daes.. =/
today after my work, met up wif dearie and we went to find rong jie cus she needed some company. ps: hope we did keep u entertained, at least fer a while n cheer up!! ;)
n then, i bought happy strudel back fer me n san jie. i just lurve the durian strudels!!
n den, dearie bought this marie cup fer me =D
thanks muchie!!
lastly, i shall end with some pics from da jie's wedding. pics are not clear cus i used my fone to take from the photographs that da jie gave us
alritey, thats all fer now~ gotta go submit timesheet n stuff with amanda tomorrow.. time fer bed!
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
work sucks like everydae
i miss the days when yati not around sia.
:(
i should start drafting the complaint letter soon n i really hope they'd take action
todae i tink i pissed the shit out of yati n she sent mi to take care of the fitting room which also means do nothing. hahas!
n its sooo damned funny to see the other full timers roll their eyes after the stupid manager talked to them.
alrites, tomorrow is the rest day from hell, gotta enjoy!
n i wana complain!!! i've got tis 2 stupid ulcers that hasnt recovered after so many days. n its seems to be merging into one,meaning it became bigger! its so annoying cus i've been doin everything i could eg put salt, drinks loads of water n it hasnt recover.. i drink like more than 2 bottles of water at work loh!its so damned painfullllll...
>.<
i miss the days when yati not around sia.
:(
i should start drafting the complaint letter soon n i really hope they'd take action
todae i tink i pissed the shit out of yati n she sent mi to take care of the fitting room which also means do nothing. hahas!
n its sooo damned funny to see the other full timers roll their eyes after the stupid manager talked to them.
alrites, tomorrow is the rest day from hell, gotta enjoy!
n i wana complain!!! i've got tis 2 stupid ulcers that hasnt recovered after so many days. n its seems to be merging into one,meaning it became bigger! its so annoying cus i've been doin everything i could eg put salt, drinks loads of water n it hasnt recover.. i drink like more than 2 bottles of water at work loh!its so damned painfullllll...
>.<
Friday, May 9, 2008
counting down
10 more days
and the end of working in living hell
JIAYOU FELLOW COLLEAGUES!!!!!
10 more days
and the end of working in living hell
JIAYOU FELLOW COLLEAGUES!!!!!
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
happy bdae to dearie =)
i'm glad i managed to surprise him wif the help of his sis n sis bf
they came n fetch mi n we appeared at 12 plus wif a cake
i'm glad he is caught unprepared.. hahas!
luckily managed to get his pressie jus in time.. =)
was supposed to go zoo todae but reali sorry that i kept slpin n ended up, it rained n we cudnt go..
:(
but we did manage to haf dinner, arcade n abit of walking ard
we had dessert at the ice monster thing at dhoby gaut n its quite nice! the durian paste is damned shiok!
dearie bought tis fer mi to play.. thanks a gazillion!! i like it okies, dun be silly.. =) ♥♥ !
alritey, time fer bed now, work in hell again tomolo. sians! never mind, 13 more daes to go! n money faster comeee!!!
i'm glad i managed to surprise him wif the help of his sis n sis bf
they came n fetch mi n we appeared at 12 plus wif a cake
i'm glad he is caught unprepared.. hahas!
luckily managed to get his pressie jus in time.. =)
was supposed to go zoo todae but reali sorry that i kept slpin n ended up, it rained n we cudnt go..
:(
but we did manage to haf dinner, arcade n abit of walking ard
we had dessert at the ice monster thing at dhoby gaut n its quite nice! the durian paste is damned shiok!
dearie bought tis fer mi to play.. thanks a gazillion!! i like it okies, dun be silly.. =) ♥♥ !
alritey, time fer bed now, work in hell again tomolo. sians! never mind, 13 more daes to go! n money faster comeee!!!