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Friday, December 14, 2007
i alwaes cud not understand why friendships have to be forsaken when one enters a relationship.
although i spend alot of time wif bf, i dare sae i've never last min pang seh-ed any of my friends cus bf last min wana go out. i dare sae i never did it before, never in my life.
true enuf, i value the relationship. but it doesnt mean i dun value friendships at all. i try to balance both, puttin both on as equal grounds as possible n i dun find it fair to me when pple just automatically exclude me seeing that i'm in a realtionship now. i dun find it fair at all.
does tat mean once i'm in a relationship, i'm no longer qualified as ur friends?
although i've said before i'm a zhong se qing you person. but haf i actually practised it? i've said it to people, but i dun tink i do tat on a regular basis. there are times when bf feel i treat friends better, hence, of cus my attention must be shifted to him.
its hard to balance between friendships n relationships. its reali hard.
when those times happen when friends exclude me cus of bf, i tried to bear wif it. i consoled myself that its natural that friends wud feel this way. n feel better that at least i still haf bf to kip me company although the rest haf deserted me. then again, when bf was bz wif his stuff, i feel so empty, not only had i felt i lost friendships, in addition, i felt i lost him too.
i noe its temporary, he has just finished all his stuff n am a free man now. i noe i cud haf his company very soon again.. but wad about those i felt i lost?? friends only come back when i'm all outta lurve???
hais, its time to pack up the feelings, its time to try to be normal, its time to try to put a smile on my face, i wun wana affect them.
although i spend alot of time wif bf, i dare sae i've never last min pang seh-ed any of my friends cus bf last min wana go out. i dare sae i never did it before, never in my life.
true enuf, i value the relationship. but it doesnt mean i dun value friendships at all. i try to balance both, puttin both on as equal grounds as possible n i dun find it fair to me when pple just automatically exclude me seeing that i'm in a realtionship now. i dun find it fair at all.
does tat mean once i'm in a relationship, i'm no longer qualified as ur friends?
although i've said before i'm a zhong se qing you person. but haf i actually practised it? i've said it to people, but i dun tink i do tat on a regular basis. there are times when bf feel i treat friends better, hence, of cus my attention must be shifted to him.
its hard to balance between friendships n relationships. its reali hard.
when those times happen when friends exclude me cus of bf, i tried to bear wif it. i consoled myself that its natural that friends wud feel this way. n feel better that at least i still haf bf to kip me company although the rest haf deserted me. then again, when bf was bz wif his stuff, i feel so empty, not only had i felt i lost friendships, in addition, i felt i lost him too.
i noe its temporary, he has just finished all his stuff n am a free man now. i noe i cud haf his company very soon again.. but wad about those i felt i lost?? friends only come back when i'm all outta lurve???
hais, its time to pack up the feelings, its time to try to be normal, its time to try to put a smile on my face, i wun wana affect them.