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Oh hello. I am shirley and welcome to the bits and pieces of my life :)

L0ve is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it..♥

Saturday, May 5, 2007

its at times like tis, tat u noe who are the people who reali cares bout u n who are the people who dun even wana gif a fcuk bout u.

i felt sooo emo yesterdae, i even lost moy appetite when eating out wif them, there were many times i tried to control moyself, to stop moyself from crying.
whenever i tink of it, it just fcukin hurts. n it makes mi feel so pissed off yet helpless tat i reali wana cry it out loud.

on the bus home, tinkin all bout it, i just cried.. its damned embarrassing bud i cudnt help it. i mean, wad did i do to deserve all tis? n to tink i actuali tot edwin was the most rational among the whole gang. n wad did he do? he gave mi a freakin black face the whole dae. since even him is doin tat, i guess the whole bunch of them feels the same way. i'm tat fcukin bitch who caused all the unhappiness. if she stayin n mi leaven is gonna make u all feel better, den i go loh. better than to stay n let u all tink i forced her away or sumthin.

i feel soooooo yuan wang-ed. fer things i dint even do. i hope dose people wud just fcuk off. they can continue quarrellin fer all they wan. they're just cheap free entertainment fer moy fellow dwarfies.

ps: i lurve u 2, dwarfies! muacks

n den again, its so fcukin funny cus she saed she was outnumbered by moy fellow dwarfies. den wad bout the few daes when unknown people, obviously their fwens, came over to kpkb mi?
*rolls eyes*
enuf of tat shit. they can continue taggin n scoldin fer all they wan. I DUN GIF A DAMN BOUT IT ANIMORE. nuthin's gonna change. nuthin's EVER gonna be better.

~we made orange jam fer practical

~they work while i tou lan =X







~favourite ban yue =)







~moy shoppin spree =)


~beloved ah mi moy =)












~i suppose i was quite buang cus its taken in anti shake mode bud it turn out like tis.


its sucha wonder how alcohol can reali just take away all ur problems, ur sadness, ur emo-ness, even just fer a lil while. we conked out afterward till noon time. =)

to everyone: dun worry, i'm gonna be fine. n meanwhile, i'll take sumtime to forget all tis shit n find back the happy mi.

to san jie: i'm sorry u had to be dragged into tis oso. n thanks sooo much fer ur support n alwaes listenin to mi..

to ting: thankew fer helpin mi out when i nided help. n guess i'm nt gonna be so active le. it'll make everyone feel happier bah..thanks fer everythin..

to shiyuen: thankew fer accompanyin mi yest n lettin mi stayover.. thankew fer drinkin wif mi n oso fer helpin mi wif dose fcukers!

to pauline: ur tags are damned hilarious! hahas.. thankew fer helpin mi out when dose fcukers kpkb mi. n stayover tonite! =)

to rachel: thankew fer ur msg! was quite surprised to get ur msg bud u'd nv noe hw much ur msg helped. =) thanks soo much reali.. n if u got a new bloggy add, update mi okies!! ;)

meanwhile, its time to wash up n go fer another stayover! i bet aunt's not gonna be pleased. bud so wad? as long as i'm happy, i dun gif a fcuk. she can sae wadever she wan. =)



wif loads n loads n loads of lurve,
xxshulixx