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Oh hello. I am shirley and welcome to the bits and pieces of my life :)

L0ve is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it..♥

Sunday, May 20, 2007

i've moved


www.iilluuhhss.wordpress.com




relink okies!! lurve u all n pls dun kill mi fer moving again! =X





wif loads n loads n loads of lurve,
xxshulixx

Saturday, May 19, 2007

=)

i'm glad i wasnt disappointed in the end....

=D


=)



;)



wif loads n loads n loads of lurve,
xxshulixx

Thursday, May 17, 2007

tell mi.






maeb i shudnt haf wished..









maeb i shudnt haf hoped..









wif loads n loads n loads of lurve,
xxshulixx

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

i've decided to take 'off dae' tomolo =X
skool is like soooo BORINNNNNGGG
takin a dae off wun kill rites?
;)

no class on fri, tomolo pon skool, means: skool 3 daes tis week oni!!
yays!! hahas
mitin up wif er jie tomolo..
still feel bad tat i last min pang seh-ed n dint sent her off when she go penang..
so wery sorrwie..
n hopefully baby nana is there too!
=D
its been soooo long since i carried her till she slept..
=(

~hmm??




~=D


~pouts


~tongue out!


~extra large chupa pop we had todae


~ah mi moy


alriteys~ stop here! =)




wif loads n loads n loads of lurve,
xxshulixx

Monday, May 14, 2007

how funny i still had a picture of all of us, miting to catch up, fer gatherings even after we graduate

how funny it is to noe tat we've been disliked just cus we're not as pretty, we're not 'the size tat they deem "proportional".'

i suddenly feel like screamin 'fcuk off u dumbasses!' to dose assholes
who had saed tat u had to haf certain 'criterias' in order to make fwens? if so, den i believe the purpose is not truely bout makin fwens huh?

people who act as if they had nuthin against us when in fact, dislike us, they're the most scariest of all. so they are all similar type as tat 'tian shang de yi tuo shi'.
I HATE TIS KINDA PPLE. ALL FCUK OFF CAN!

wadever it is, however things are gonna change from tis point onwards, i just wana sae, at least i feel thankful fer knowin 3 people in tis group. it doesnt matter if after we graduate n all of us dun mit up animore, wad matters most is tat i still haf the 3 of u.. =)



wif loads n loads n loads of lurve,
xxshulixx

Sunday, May 13, 2007

its time fer updates i guess?

~girls =)


~ting


~rong


~as u can see i dint noe wad to pose as n hence, the retarded pose. >.<

we celebrated fer edwin's bdae on mondae. went n catch spider man 2. n ta ma de! i fell aslp again lah!! n at the most exciting scene u noe!! n woke up oni after the exciting part was over. -.-
had pizza fer dinner.. yummy!! =)

~eric's 1st time signing his card


~happy =)












~they tried to be thousand hands guan yin =X


~they're hallucinating tat they're boyband again.. -.-


~=)


~nerds


~act bengs


~their true self


~urgent!!




~lurves =)


sum dae during tis week, ting, you swee, edwin da ge n mi went vivo cus i wanted to go see the pet safari!!

~the oni pic we took there =X


another sum dae, went bugis wif the girls

~moy shoppin spree =)


went city hall area n town on fri

~hahas!


~botak ah mi moy now!






its gettin deeper and deeper?



wif loads n loads n loads of lurve,
xxshulixx

Sunday, May 6, 2007

i drank yesterdae. =X one big bottle of tiger. lalala~ =P
i was feelin quite sucky n wanted to cry again.. n moy best drinking mate, shiyuen, was oso feelin emo.. we both decided to take the 'easier' way out, to drink to numb.

our way there was fcukin funny cus the 3 of us were wearin PJs, we wore specs, we had our hair down n basically, we luked like 3 ghosts. we had tis tinkin: no bangalas or rapists wud target us since we're like so fcukin fugly. funny + ugly. hahas! n we scared quite a few pple, made quite a number laugh. hahas.. the incident at the lift was the best one! rite girls? ;)

aniwaes, i'm feelin just a teeny weeny better cus mr black face on fri finally explained. bud i felt very bad too cus i was ruining his bdae celebration >.<
n yeah, he's rite.. i'd be selfish to MIA when she's there.. i nid to tink of alot of pple. cus we're all interlinked n wad i do, will ultimately affect pple. yeah.
ps: sorry ting, i noe i'd been selfish tinkin of tat way. i'd try moy best reali. i'd be there. =)
n sorry fer not turning up to buy pressie todae. alot of reasons. u'd noe when u see mi tomolo. =X

n san jie is rite. if i'm gonna MIA, den she's just gonna be happier since i'm not there n she can tok to them n all. yeah rite. NO WAY I'M GONNA LET HER HAF HER WAY. hahas. blehs. she can stick ard fer as long as she wans, I MUST NOT BUDGE N I WILL NOT BUDGE. stupid thick face.

btw, i saw asshole wif his gf yesterdae. n wad the fcuk, i dunno why bud i actuali waved back to him. TA MA DE.
*rolls eyes*
ok, if i'm given a chance again i'd not wave fer sure! shit mi. dwarfies, dun curse mi pls, i'm already cursin moyself. =(
OHHH.. u people! pls dun tink i emo-ed yesterdae cus i saw asshole. NONONONO. =)

~marie keychain from japan =)


~our grp's colourful glutinous ball


~spades jelly


~moy fwens who are gay =X


~pauline's dog, piwe, who sits like a rabbit. =P


~wholesome gudness from japan =)




oh btw, i've got orange hair now! i tink it luks orange now leh.
or u cud sae, i haf gim moh again..
>.<
thankew pauline n shiyuen fer helpin mi okies.. n sorry shiyuen, i reali dint noe its bleach.
so dere u go, moy first time hafin moy hair bleached. -.-
pls dun dun dun laf at mi tomolo. pls pls pls dun call mi a freak or call mi ugly or weirdo. pls pls pls. =(
hmms.. just sae sumthin nice alrite? muacks lah i lurve u all =)


~slow song le ok.. dun scold mi fer makin it autoplay le pls.. >.<

wif loads n loads n loads of lurve,
xxshulixx

Saturday, May 5, 2007

its at times like tis, tat u noe who are the people who reali cares bout u n who are the people who dun even wana gif a fcuk bout u.

i felt sooo emo yesterdae, i even lost moy appetite when eating out wif them, there were many times i tried to control moyself, to stop moyself from crying.
whenever i tink of it, it just fcukin hurts. n it makes mi feel so pissed off yet helpless tat i reali wana cry it out loud.

on the bus home, tinkin all bout it, i just cried.. its damned embarrassing bud i cudnt help it. i mean, wad did i do to deserve all tis? n to tink i actuali tot edwin was the most rational among the whole gang. n wad did he do? he gave mi a freakin black face the whole dae. since even him is doin tat, i guess the whole bunch of them feels the same way. i'm tat fcukin bitch who caused all the unhappiness. if she stayin n mi leaven is gonna make u all feel better, den i go loh. better than to stay n let u all tink i forced her away or sumthin.

i feel soooooo yuan wang-ed. fer things i dint even do. i hope dose people wud just fcuk off. they can continue quarrellin fer all they wan. they're just cheap free entertainment fer moy fellow dwarfies.

ps: i lurve u 2, dwarfies! muacks

n den again, its so fcukin funny cus she saed she was outnumbered by moy fellow dwarfies. den wad bout the few daes when unknown people, obviously their fwens, came over to kpkb mi?
*rolls eyes*
enuf of tat shit. they can continue taggin n scoldin fer all they wan. I DUN GIF A DAMN BOUT IT ANIMORE. nuthin's gonna change. nuthin's EVER gonna be better.

~we made orange jam fer practical

~they work while i tou lan =X







~favourite ban yue =)







~moy shoppin spree =)


~beloved ah mi moy =)












~i suppose i was quite buang cus its taken in anti shake mode bud it turn out like tis.


its sucha wonder how alcohol can reali just take away all ur problems, ur sadness, ur emo-ness, even just fer a lil while. we conked out afterward till noon time. =)

to everyone: dun worry, i'm gonna be fine. n meanwhile, i'll take sumtime to forget all tis shit n find back the happy mi.

to san jie: i'm sorry u had to be dragged into tis oso. n thanks sooo much fer ur support n alwaes listenin to mi..

to ting: thankew fer helpin mi out when i nided help. n guess i'm nt gonna be so active le. it'll make everyone feel happier bah..thanks fer everythin..

to shiyuen: thankew fer accompanyin mi yest n lettin mi stayover.. thankew fer drinkin wif mi n oso fer helpin mi wif dose fcukers!

to pauline: ur tags are damned hilarious! hahas.. thankew fer helpin mi out when dose fcukers kpkb mi. n stayover tonite! =)

to rachel: thankew fer ur msg! was quite surprised to get ur msg bud u'd nv noe hw much ur msg helped. =) thanks soo much reali.. n if u got a new bloggy add, update mi okies!! ;)

meanwhile, its time to wash up n go fer another stayover! i bet aunt's not gonna be pleased. bud so wad? as long as i'm happy, i dun gif a fcuk. she can sae wadever she wan. =)



wif loads n loads n loads of lurve,
xxshulixx