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Wednesday, September 29, 2010
help man. i really need to get away from this house. staying at home makes me surf web=spending money.
today i went to the market and passed by an optician shop. thought of just going to check whether they have coloured contact lensed for astig. since my frequented optician shop told me its not out in the market, i was just tryin my luck and who knew, i ended up leaving the shop 90 bucks poorer. yes cus they apparently do have color contact for astig but of course at a steeper price.
then the stupid thought struck me very hard. why cant i have perfect vision and wear chio colour contacts? so i went home n researched on LASIK. found one at a hospital and called them to ask a few stuff.. then called my sisters and apparently da jie was willing to do it with me, cus she has also been thinking of doing LASIK. so everything got settled in a few hours time. i booked for appointment for checkup to see if we're suitable to do LASIK. i was even prepared to go to class with glasses and without makeup.
then i continued with my research, going to forums and reading from those who have done LASIK before. apparently, one of the side effects was that the patient would get dry eyes, blur vision for a few months before the vision can stabilise etc..and there's no way u can wear color contacts after LASIK cus the shape of ur cornea has been changed and you wont be able to fit in contact lenses anymore.
what really worried me was the dry eyes part. previously i had this problem when i was wearing permanent lenses, and the level of uncomfortable is really ......
u feel like something is there constantly poking your eyes and its super duper uncomfortable, get headaches and very bad mood.. my optician said i had dry eyes, my eyes cant produce enough tears to moisten my eyes thats why i feel that way. i've changed my lenses and not feel this way for so long, and i never wana feel that way again.. so side effect dry eyes is a big nono for me.
so apparently my jiefu knew about us wanting to do LASIK and also recommended me not to go. my sis was not allowed to go. lol.
so i have to make the dreadful call to cancel our appointment. super paisei leh. i hope i dont get back the same person who made the appointment for me.
i really wana slap my itchy hands!
*ANGRY AT MYSELF*
today i went to the market and passed by an optician shop. thought of just going to check whether they have coloured contact lensed for astig. since my frequented optician shop told me its not out in the market, i was just tryin my luck and who knew, i ended up leaving the shop 90 bucks poorer. yes cus they apparently do have color contact for astig but of course at a steeper price.
then the stupid thought struck me very hard. why cant i have perfect vision and wear chio colour contacts? so i went home n researched on LASIK. found one at a hospital and called them to ask a few stuff.. then called my sisters and apparently da jie was willing to do it with me, cus she has also been thinking of doing LASIK. so everything got settled in a few hours time. i booked for appointment for checkup to see if we're suitable to do LASIK. i was even prepared to go to class with glasses and without makeup.
then i continued with my research, going to forums and reading from those who have done LASIK before. apparently, one of the side effects was that the patient would get dry eyes, blur vision for a few months before the vision can stabilise etc..and there's no way u can wear color contacts after LASIK cus the shape of ur cornea has been changed and you wont be able to fit in contact lenses anymore.
what really worried me was the dry eyes part. previously i had this problem when i was wearing permanent lenses, and the level of uncomfortable is really ......
u feel like something is there constantly poking your eyes and its super duper uncomfortable, get headaches and very bad mood.. my optician said i had dry eyes, my eyes cant produce enough tears to moisten my eyes thats why i feel that way. i've changed my lenses and not feel this way for so long, and i never wana feel that way again.. so side effect dry eyes is a big nono for me.
so apparently my jiefu knew about us wanting to do LASIK and also recommended me not to go. my sis was not allowed to go. lol.
so i have to make the dreadful call to cancel our appointment. super paisei leh. i hope i dont get back the same person who made the appointment for me.
i really wana slap my itchy hands!
*ANGRY AT MYSELF*
brought ah b for a long walk at the canal before class today :)
i unleashed him for 3 quarters of the time there and he was so guai lah except for the times when he keep wanting to pee on trees.. peeing on tree is a big NO-NO cus he has to step on grass and grass are full of ticks! grrrr.. i hate them and ever since i discovered that not going to grass areas equals no ticks, i've never let him go near grass again.
at the jogging track when i called him, he stopped and followed what i asked him to do. and he must be wondering why his owner walk so slow, and keep calling him to slow slow. hee. :P
i tried to run with him but he also faster than me lah, so in the end i need to ask him to wait for me again. other joggers at the track must be thinking i'm a siao charbo. LOL
will bring him to walk again probably tmr if the weather is good! :)
cant wait for tmr noon to come cus i'm HUNGRY lah...
>.<
right now, my ah b is beside me sleeping and twitching again. today not only his hands and legs twitched and his mouth was also twitching. he must be hungry like mummy and dreaming of food. hahaha
i unleashed him for 3 quarters of the time there and he was so guai lah except for the times when he keep wanting to pee on trees.. peeing on tree is a big NO-NO cus he has to step on grass and grass are full of ticks! grrrr.. i hate them and ever since i discovered that not going to grass areas equals no ticks, i've never let him go near grass again.
at the jogging track when i called him, he stopped and followed what i asked him to do. and he must be wondering why his owner walk so slow, and keep calling him to slow slow. hee. :P
i tried to run with him but he also faster than me lah, so in the end i need to ask him to wait for me again. other joggers at the track must be thinking i'm a siao charbo. LOL
will bring him to walk again probably tmr if the weather is good! :)
cant wait for tmr noon to come cus i'm HUNGRY lah...
>.<
right now, my ah b is beside me sleeping and twitching again. today not only his hands and legs twitched and his mouth was also twitching. he must be hungry like mummy and dreaming of food. hahaha
Monday, September 27, 2010
BORING.
on the brighter side, i scored 95/100 for one online quiz! yayness!
and the very dull side, got 60/100 for a group assignment.. :(
need to work extra hard for the exam so that my goal can still be accomplished..
>.<
i officially hate tuesdays and fridays. lesson days. booohooo
on the brighter side, i scored 95/100 for one online quiz! yayness!
and the very dull side, got 60/100 for a group assignment.. :(
need to work extra hard for the exam so that my goal can still be accomplished..
>.<
i officially hate tuesdays and fridays. lesson days. booohooo
Saturday, September 25, 2010
today was a good-bad day. good for half of the say. bad started at 7pm. ARGHS
i'm on 减肥行动 now. bao bak zhang everynight. lol.. its the stuff i bought online.. ok, wrap already super depressed cus its like F***-ing tight loh. can see the 3 layers, 4 layers.. wah lao machiam like 'san cham ba'
walked home after class today. supposed to be a good exercise to walk from sp back home. but then, my 肚子不争气.. i passed by dover, and i went to da bao my fav kang kong to eat. boohoooo to myself...
:(
and i wana declare that i hate massey university and all the stupid exams, test, whatever shit!!
i must learn to be more understanding.. :(
less meet up, less msging, less chatting on phone, less everything..
:(
oks, to cheer myself up, i should go watch today's episode of 'walk in walk out' then i missed cus of class!
btw, i just realised that i've been quite active in blogging recently.. it's bad! i should concentrate on my studiesssss
i'm on 减肥行动 now. bao bak zhang everynight. lol.. its the stuff i bought online.. ok, wrap already super depressed cus its like F***-ing tight loh. can see the 3 layers, 4 layers.. wah lao machiam like 'san cham ba'
walked home after class today. supposed to be a good exercise to walk from sp back home. but then, my 肚子不争气.. i passed by dover, and i went to da bao my fav kang kong to eat. boohoooo to myself...
:(
and i wana declare that i hate massey university and all the stupid exams, test, whatever shit!!
i must learn to be more understanding.. :(
less meet up, less msging, less chatting on phone, less everything..
:(
oks, to cheer myself up, i should go watch today's episode of 'walk in walk out' then i missed cus of class!
btw, i just realised that i've been quite active in blogging recently.. it's bad! i should concentrate on my studiesssss
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
ok, i must be productive today! aims to finish up my 1,000 words assignment by today and participate in online discussion worth 20% marks! i hope i can finish without offtracking!!
>.<
>.<
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
tell me why oh why every 2-3 months must fall sick?
irritating siaaaa
sore throat again...
:(
and i wana view my results of another assignment leh, but unisim website is under maintenance..
:(
irritating siaaaa
sore throat again...
:(
and i wana view my results of another assignment leh, but unisim website is under maintenance..
:(
Sunday, September 19, 2010
internet is HAZARDOUS
been shoppin online this 2 days. its gonna reach 100 bucks already. i should stop!! the main bulk going mainly to the website i just found today. got sell some wrapping stuff for ur arms, legs etc
so i decided to invest some money there, just try and see if it works.. if it does, very good for me :)
if not, then i'll kiss a blue note goodbye and next time will learn my lesson.
my hands just refuse to click on any microsoft application. it just chooses to open one internet explorer after another. sigh. i should really start on my assignment..
sad thing, i've yet to receive my assignment marks even though my friend weiling has already got it. we're in diff class.. apparently people from my class dont seem to have received anything. tsk tsk.
ok. should end this post and go start on my assignment!
its been one week since i saw mr neo. and probably gonna be more than 1 week. :(
been shoppin online this 2 days. its gonna reach 100 bucks already. i should stop!! the main bulk going mainly to the website i just found today. got sell some wrapping stuff for ur arms, legs etc
so i decided to invest some money there, just try and see if it works.. if it does, very good for me :)
if not, then i'll kiss a blue note goodbye and next time will learn my lesson.
my hands just refuse to click on any microsoft application. it just chooses to open one internet explorer after another. sigh. i should really start on my assignment..
sad thing, i've yet to receive my assignment marks even though my friend weiling has already got it. we're in diff class.. apparently people from my class dont seem to have received anything. tsk tsk.
ok. should end this post and go start on my assignment!
its been one week since i saw mr neo. and probably gonna be more than 1 week. :(
Friday, September 17, 2010
gena 放飞机 by er jie today.
-.-'''
not only that i gave up the chance to work today but also i gave up my sleep even though this morning it was raining so damned heavily, so nice to sleep in.
next time if she asks me again, seriously, i've to think THRICE.
after many years of wanting to change it, it is still there and i guess it will never be changed. tsk tsk.
i've always wanted to learn to hide my feelings. do not be like an open book but i still fail terribly at this. just nw i had tried so hard to hide my feelings by looking away, but i know, my facial expressions, i can even feel the bu shuang-ness written on my face. cus i felt bullied by them. HAIS
sometimes i wonder, why is it that they are all able to talk to her like friends? i mean i'm also part of the family, we're of the same age, why they're more willing to counsel her, to talk properly and more friendly to her? just cus my face looks more fierce, cus i'm more hiao? seriously i've never gotten this type of 'friendly' treatment from her. if she had spared me from all the nasty comments, i'd already have to thank god. ever since we were young i've been experiencing this. she's thought of as the angel, the one not capable of doing bad stuff while i'm the devil, bad stuff are always related to me. i seriously cant help but feel biasness and unfairness to the max.
-.-'''
not only that i gave up the chance to work today but also i gave up my sleep even though this morning it was raining so damned heavily, so nice to sleep in.
next time if she asks me again, seriously, i've to think THRICE.
after many years of wanting to change it, it is still there and i guess it will never be changed. tsk tsk.
i've always wanted to learn to hide my feelings. do not be like an open book but i still fail terribly at this. just nw i had tried so hard to hide my feelings by looking away, but i know, my facial expressions, i can even feel the bu shuang-ness written on my face. cus i felt bullied by them. HAIS
sometimes i wonder, why is it that they are all able to talk to her like friends? i mean i'm also part of the family, we're of the same age, why they're more willing to counsel her, to talk properly and more friendly to her? just cus my face looks more fierce, cus i'm more hiao? seriously i've never gotten this type of 'friendly' treatment from her. if she had spared me from all the nasty comments, i'd already have to thank god. ever since we were young i've been experiencing this. she's thought of as the angel, the one not capable of doing bad stuff while i'm the devil, bad stuff are always related to me. i seriously cant help but feel biasness and unfairness to the max.
i wonder what my silly ah b is dreaming of..
cus he is lying on the sofa next to me and apparently in deep sleep cus he keeps twitching on and off.
i searched on the net once about dogs twitching in their sleep and it says that it means the dog is in really deep sleep, just like how humans do.. and twitching is normal, perhaps they were dreaming of playing with their favourite toys or running around the place. that explains the twitching of his hands n legs.. so amazing and superrr cute rite..
love loveeee
cus he is lying on the sofa next to me and apparently in deep sleep cus he keeps twitching on and off.
i searched on the net once about dogs twitching in their sleep and it says that it means the dog is in really deep sleep, just like how humans do.. and twitching is normal, perhaps they were dreaming of playing with their favourite toys or running around the place. that explains the twitching of his hands n legs.. so amazing and superrr cute rite..
love loveeee
Thursday, September 16, 2010
today is a good lazy day :)
firstly i woke up and the stupid stucked pill seems to have disappeared already.. no more tightness of chest. phew..
painted my nails today
wanted to do some minnie mouse design with a black bow at every nail.. but i figured it was super difficult to draw the black bows so i gave up
>.<
now become like cartoon mushroom. lol
oks, i'm gonna go watch my tv now! :)
firstly i woke up and the stupid stucked pill seems to have disappeared already.. no more tightness of chest. phew..
painted my nails today
wanted to do some minnie mouse design with a black bow at every nail.. but i figured it was super difficult to draw the black bows so i gave up
>.<
now become like cartoon mushroom. lol
oks, i'm gonna go watch my tv now! :)
ERHEM.
******VIEWER DISCRETION IS STRONGLY ADVISED*************
so what should you do when u work for 4 hours, go home and got nothing else better to do?
number 1: cam whore
number 2: cam whore
number 3: STILL cam whore
MUAAAHAHAHHA
anyways, i'm taking tablets that repairs/replenishes calcium for the bones cus of the bad knock i had last week and apparently i think yesterday one tablet got stuck somewhere and i've been having this very very uncomfortable feeling. the tightness of the chest. tried all sorts of ways, dranks loads of water, tried to vomit out but nothing worked. :(
i hope it will be ok by tomorrow cus i really feel very !!!! about this tightness lah!!!
>.<
******VIEWER DISCRETION IS STRONGLY ADVISED*************
so what should you do when u work for 4 hours, go home and got nothing else better to do?
number 1: cam whore
number 2: cam whore
number 3: STILL cam whore
MUAAAHAHAHHA
anyways, i'm taking tablets that repairs/replenishes calcium for the bones cus of the bad knock i had last week and apparently i think yesterday one tablet got stuck somewhere and i've been having this very very uncomfortable feeling. the tightness of the chest. tried all sorts of ways, dranks loads of water, tried to vomit out but nothing worked. :(
i hope it will be ok by tomorrow cus i really feel very !!!! about this tightness lah!!!
>.<
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
FUCKK.
i can tell u its a fucking sore feeling i'm having now. checked my group assignment. got 71 marks. went through the paper and found out that one question got 0 marks cus we did not attempt. i remembered stayin up and did that guy's question.
then i went to my email to check. the other guy who sent me his updated answer, dunno what happened, deleted answer for question 4 or something. cus in his version, didnt have quest 4 but when i sent to him there was the answer i did for question 4. ok, so when i got his answer, i assumed that everything was intact and his answer was updated so i submitted that one
fuck lah i forgot to check. indeed question 4 was missing n i dint realise it till NOW. when all is too late.
i know getting 71 already not bad but u know the feeling that we could have gotten more than that?
SIGH. i really wana beat myself up loh. paid a price for this lesson.
DAMNEDD!!!!
i can tell u its a fucking sore feeling i'm having now. checked my group assignment. got 71 marks. went through the paper and found out that one question got 0 marks cus we did not attempt. i remembered stayin up and did that guy's question.
then i went to my email to check. the other guy who sent me his updated answer, dunno what happened, deleted answer for question 4 or something. cus in his version, didnt have quest 4 but when i sent to him there was the answer i did for question 4. ok, so when i got his answer, i assumed that everything was intact and his answer was updated so i submitted that one
fuck lah i forgot to check. indeed question 4 was missing n i dint realise it till NOW. when all is too late.
i know getting 71 already not bad but u know the feeling that we could have gotten more than that?
SIGH. i really wana beat myself up loh. paid a price for this lesson.
DAMNEDD!!!!
Sunday, September 12, 2010
watch-ed on saturday :)
its a GOOD movie! go catch it.. quite funny can LOL several times and at the same time has some life lessons to learn from the movie. i like! :)
was in a really bad state last week. but it led me to know who really bothers to at least ask how i am and who just didnt care.
anyways i'm ok now and am a happy fat girl again. LOL
its a GOOD movie! go catch it.. quite funny can LOL several times and at the same time has some life lessons to learn from the movie. i like! :)
was in a really bad state last week. but it led me to know who really bothers to at least ask how i am and who just didnt care.
anyways i'm ok now and am a happy fat girl again. LOL
Thursday, September 9, 2010
woke up today with a cut on my face, a small briuse on my chin and a big bruise on my kneecap.
how nice.
how nice.
surprisingly, goin to class today is the only thing that made me happy at least appear to be happy. knowing that we'd have a revision class where all necessary hints would be given is bonus point to today.
the only 3 hours where i could forget about all the stupid shit/worries that i have.
ever had trouble sleeping at night, where the only option you think of in order to sleep is to drink the cough syrup that causes drowsiness? lying on ur bed with your eyes wide open waiting for the drowsiness effect to hit u? and when the effect does come, u feel so light but it still doesnt drive u to sleep?
this period is really bad. seriously, FML
the only 3 hours where i could forget about all the stupid shit/worries that i have.
ever had trouble sleeping at night, where the only option you think of in order to sleep is to drink the cough syrup that causes drowsiness? lying on ur bed with your eyes wide open waiting for the drowsiness effect to hit u? and when the effect does come, u feel so light but it still doesnt drive u to sleep?
this period is really bad. seriously, FML
Monday, September 6, 2010
amazing isnt it? how some people can totally make u feel like they're using u. like how they have an ulterior motive, perhaps to get ur help for something. tsk tsk
anyways, just realised my other individual assignment is due next week. damned GG. have to start now loh.
really wana get some work done so that i can relax during the long weekend. pls grant me my wish!!! is it really that i've worn too big a hat? as in taken too many modules? i haven felt like i have rested leh. one assignments after another. super OMG can. hais
anyways, just realised my other individual assignment is due next week. damned GG. have to start now loh.
really wana get some work done so that i can relax during the long weekend. pls grant me my wish!!! is it really that i've worn too big a hat? as in taken too many modules? i haven felt like i have rested leh. one assignments after another. super OMG can. hais
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
you know, the feeling of dread sets in again.
=/
on the brighter note, i've submitted 2 of my assignments today! left one more group one to go! guess i've learnt my lesson.. be VERY careful when choosing groupmates. do not be the only girl in the group. i very nearly wanted to scold them for the thing they send to me, for the extra things that i had to do for them and the points they're gonna get so easily. i really dun understand why the guys i meet recently are like THIS. seriously, what are all the guys turning into??!!! seriously wordless loh.
cant wait for the weekends again.. meeting mr neo only in the weekends can be good thing and bad. good thing that we can both concentrate to do our own assignments.
bad thing: times like this when i feel so -.-''' i wished he was here with me to bring some 'life' into my live.
on a random note, i downloaded this app on my sis hp called the river test. it says that only 10% of people in this world can solve the question. n i could do it leh!! go try it cus i wana know whether i belong to the 10% or everyone else also can solve de.. my first test sample: my ah yi couldnt solve it!
please do not cheat by looking at the answers.. and i swear i didnt look at the answers before..
GOOD NIGHTS EVERYONE
=/
on the brighter note, i've submitted 2 of my assignments today! left one more group one to go! guess i've learnt my lesson.. be VERY careful when choosing groupmates. do not be the only girl in the group. i very nearly wanted to scold them for the thing they send to me, for the extra things that i had to do for them and the points they're gonna get so easily. i really dun understand why the guys i meet recently are like THIS. seriously, what are all the guys turning into??!!! seriously wordless loh.
cant wait for the weekends again.. meeting mr neo only in the weekends can be good thing and bad. good thing that we can both concentrate to do our own assignments.
bad thing: times like this when i feel so -.-''' i wished he was here with me to bring some 'life' into my live.
on a random note, i downloaded this app on my sis hp called the river test. it says that only 10% of people in this world can solve the question. n i could do it leh!! go try it cus i wana know whether i belong to the 10% or everyone else also can solve de.. my first test sample: my ah yi couldnt solve it!
please do not cheat by looking at the answers.. and i swear i didnt look at the answers before..
GOOD NIGHTS EVERYONE