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Oh hello. I am shirley and welcome to the bits and pieces of my life :)

L0ve is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it..♥

Monday, May 31, 2010

personally, i just feel that its pointless to write stuff on her wall, she'll never get to see it anymore. writing on her wall to show people that how "good" friends you were with her in the past? just 假.

was vexed this few days over the whereabouts of my ah b while i'm away.. and i think i've finally found one that i quite like. will be going over to the person's house tmr with ah b and decide if i wana put ah b with her for the 11 days.

halfway through packing of the luggage. sort of finishing loading everything that i'm bringin but haven packed them nicely yet. not fully done yet but the luggage feels so heavy lah! this time no mr neo to help me carry stuff le sia..
:(
i'm gonna miss him n my ah b sia.. :(
how nice if the both of them could be with me
:(

Saturday, May 29, 2010

i was supposed to go east coast park/sentosa with mr neo to cycle. but then, he was quite reluctant to go to both places and so we spent the whole of our public holiday at home, sleeping for 14 hours. and after that, i spent the whole day playing cooking mama on DS, converting my silvers and bronzes to gold. "even better than mama!"

after that, watched king kong on ch5. love it. watched it for so many times and it still never fails to make me cry.. king kong so wei da!!

went bugis today with san jie. the weather is so freaking hot. almost melted there loh. managed to buy a few more clothes. i think i'm siao. thinking of bringing 10 bottoms and 10 tops while san jie said she bring 4 or 5 then repeat loh. ok, maybe i'm really siao. should consider my clothes again, yah, i'm not moving to japan, dont need so many clothes but i'm just so super hiao. haha
bought new hairband again cus my hair so short lah, need to wear hairband everyday and now all the nice nice hairband got big ribbons de. i bought a white ribbon one. and san jie actually asked,"why are you dressing up like pet society?? "
double -.-''' loh

anyways, i sent san jie to ask ah yi whether mr neo could stay while we were away and her answer was still the same, ask him to bring then go home. so insane. so i decided to find a boarding place for my ah b. 不求人!!

my dog groomer is such a kind person, she is gonna help me contact the person she recommended for pet boarding. i'm still waiting for her to get back to me but meanwhile i found another dog boarding from the forum and it looks not bad. should see which one is available during the period bah..

the groomer said my ah b is really guai at her shop, wouldnt disturb her, doesnt give her any problem.. that makes me really relieved cus i often wonder how my ah b is like when we're not around.. now i know he is really such a darling.. ♥ ♥ him so much lah!!!

and now cus mr neo is not gonna come to my house, i might need to ask someone to help me take care of mimi and fat fat since no one gonna help me to feed them. or maybe i should just ask him to bring the hamsters back to his house.. that time was he wanted us to buy one leh... :P

ok, so mad hungry now, gonna go find some food to eat already!

Friday, May 28, 2010

i feel so at a loss right now. totally mood dampening.
i just mustered up my courage to ask her and she kept asking me to ask edwin to walk ah b already then go home. which is impossible.
now i'm back to square one. to think i thought everything has been settled, i even arranged with er jie the days that she have to help out. now, perhaps i need to put boy to boarding school again.
i feel so fan now, totally

san jie say she'll help me to ask her again tmr, i hope its a positive answer.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

went and did my eyebrow touch up today and its like omg fuckin painful! lucky dunid to go for at least a year..

>.<

weird thing, i'm goin japan in a few days time but i dun feel as much anxiety yet
=/
maybe partly is cus i still worry much about b boy.. if only he is toilet trained. er jie asked me to better ask ah yi first whether she ok with edwin still staying when me and san jie not around and i'm soooooooo dreading it. dont know how to ask sia. and still need to ask her to help me feed boy when edwin is not around. hais.. i hate to 欠人情 lo. especially her. HAIS.

and its the first time i'm looking forward to my LNG. normally it comes at around the same time, but ma de, i want it to come then its late. i dun wana go japan still have to bring pad sia, damned sian, pls LNG tonight can?!!!!

听我说
爱是对的
错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人而爱错人
my fav song now from s.h.e. can just keep repeating it...

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

it sucks that when i skip meal, i get this irritating headache.

and i'm getting it now. siansss

went n did my hair today. was super tired after that, i sat there for near 4 hours

-.-'''

you know, sometimes it still affects me a bit.
so what if i was the one who was left behind? perhaps that just show how much i mean to u all and better, i can care lesser. dont care about any of you at all now.
and whatever, cus i have someone who is always there for me,
and thats him, my mr neo
:)

Monday, May 24, 2010

my plan to diet failed terribly today. was thinking maybe can skip lunch today but LH msged me in the morning ask me if wana da bao. so hard to fight the temptation, i gave in to the temptation.
=X

after tt wanted to jio mr neo for duck rice, i wanted to ask for half rice. in the end he asked me if i wanted kfc/mac. omg, i gave in cus i was already thinking about mcspicy during lunch.
arghsss

on the brighter side, i managed to walk home today despite mr neo dissuading me. he say later my legs become bigger.
-.-

ok, never mind, i will eat less tmr.. he is on duty tmr so i can skip dinner leh! :P

gonna go touch up my hair tmr.
bye bye super black roots, i hate u..!

Saturday, May 22, 2010

i HATE it when she puts the spoon that she use for butter on top of my cup.

i HATE it when she drops her bread crumbs in my cup.

i HATE it when she cooks and she makes the floor oily but she never bothers to mop the floor.

i HATE it when she is frying stuff and our clothes are all hanging there and she doesnt care about it. doesnt she know that our clothes will absorb all the smell from the cooking?!

i HATE it when she likes to use her feet to rub ah b boy.

i HATE to live with her

i cant wait to move out. please, when will all this shit be over?


it was an emotional friday morning for me.
while on the shuttle bus to work, i suddenly thought of my colleague.. and i thought of how she had to get on with life and carry on as per normal

i thought of the time when we lost joyce. the period when we avoided mentioning her cus it'll bring tears to our eyes. the period when i couldnt sleep laying on my bed looking thru the photos in my hp and seeing her face and missing her.. how time has flies, almost 7 months now.. and how time healed our wounds, from not able to mention her, to talking about her as per normal.. it doesnt mean we've forgotten about her for she'll always be kept in some place in our hearts..

i hope my colleague is strong enough during this hard period..

i realised, when my parents passed away, i was too young to understand.. when my mother passed away, i just knew i would never get to see her again. i guess i didnt feel the pain as i did when joyce left. i didnt even think i had the chance to get to know them, to understand them.. last time when people asked me whether i knew what had happened, i told them i did but now, i realised i didnt even understood what they were asking.

while i was walking b boy, i saw that bastard again. he was frightened of my dog. and i wondered, if even a small dog can scare him, how can he even have the guts to snatch our house away from us? i really really wished that after he move in to the house, he would be haunted. even if my parents didnt find him, maybe my parents made 'friends' and they'll all go and haunt him. my mother really hated him, when she was alive.. i hope she had the chance to give him a visit.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

shuttle bus auntie must be in good mood today! i saw her closing the door and i flagged the bus and she actually opened the door for me!

on the sidenote, i spent just 2 minutes running from the office to the shuttle bus. on the way there not forgetting to curse and swear that the stupid road is sooo long and that i need to cross road somemore. but its my best record sia!! after that my legs freaking suan and felt like puking on the bus journey to the station. god, its been so long since i exercised like this.

i've been helpful at work today. i'm SO much more willing to help without someone there. hahah
gonna be a LONNNGGG day tmr.. where shall we go for lunch??? hmmmm

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

been so long since i had such a good laugh. the storm today made my day. i've never seen 2 umbellas flip over, one after the other.

i was the one who worried that my umbrella would flip but it was xiao mei's and layhui's who folded.

yeah, we had our laugh today.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

today is my suay night or what..
went to see the doctor, doctor asked if i got flu/running nose?
at that point of time, no signs of any
then a while after i got home, i ta ma de gena blocked nose!!
super what the hell!

got mc for tmr, feeling quite bad cus only left one and a 'half' guy in my team
and dont know if tmr will be busy day or not cus we still didnt receive any emails..
but no, i think i must stay firm, everyone sick also can mc, i should nt forgo mine! =X

then i realised that i left my mp3 usb cable in the office.
-.-'''
wanted to transfer many many songs into my mp3 de, now can only wait till monday then can bring home
:(

Wednesday, May 12, 2010


i seem to be the only mountain tortoise who has not drank koi bubble tea and so today i asked mr neo to buy it for me at chinatown. so irritated cus the pearls are so small and some of it just slipped down my throat before i even get to chew it. >.<
ok, i think more or less, we're going. me and san jie and da jie's family to jap! feel kinda bad that her husband is sponsoring us our air tix, transport n hotel cus.. u know before they got married i used to really dislike him and have openly criticised him before. arghs
and going overseas is such a headache lah!! my first big problem, ah beloved ah B! i need to find someone i can trust to take care of him for the days that i'm away..
then comes mimi and fat fat. i change their food bowls once in 3 days. and i'm definitely going for more than 3 days. need to find someone to take care of them too.
oh my god. maybe i really 自找的. maybe next time i should just keep fish or something. easier to ask people to help me take care.
please tell me where i can buy affordable, trustable boarding place for my ah b..
:(
and then, my leave.. sicali if i quit work i need to come back 1 month to pay back the leave that i take! *FAINTS*
i've got many many songs in my mp3 that needs to be deleted cus it suddenly says that the file is corrupted. like so OMG! and thus now i need to re DL again those songs that i like. damned! the songs in my mp3 are so precious lah! they protect me from all the noise pollution, i really need them around!
and my voice, like ah gua now loh! dont know why tonight suddenly aggravate, i didnt even eat any heaty stuff. damned, cant sing for dont know how long. and throat still hurts, its all that dowager's fault! why she pass her harmful germs to meeeeee
:(


Tuesday, May 11, 2010

oh my god, should i go japan with da jie in june?!!!

sponsored air ticket, accomodation and transport but need to babysit raisin..

if you were me would you go?

oh my god, i think of going there to buy all the marie and kewpie and i'm so tempted!!!

how lahhhhh

Friday, May 7, 2010

人是不是在一起久了就会把彼此的存在当成是理所当然的?

是不是在一起久了, 两人都会有所改变?

到底是你变了,我变了, 还是我们两个都变了?

我们到底发生了什么事?

:(

life is an irony. when i was well, i wanted to be sick so i could take mc. now that i'm falling sick, i want to be well. i think of all the food that i would be missing now and i'm upset. bought several snacks the day before and who knew, i wont be able to eat it till the 'heatiness' is over. damned my throat hurts.
:(


damned, i think i might have gena cough from dowager.
was sitting next to her that evening while we were watching tv and she kept coughing, worst still, without covering her mouth. i still wana enjoy my leave!! dont wana fall sick lah!!!

watched mr neo's iron man with him just now.. very nearly fell asleep. i managed to win the fight with the sleeping devil. hahah.. mr neo's birthday cake was good lah.. i just love jin sheng's cakes. not branded but still yummy!

Thursday, May 6, 2010

been pissed at work these 2 days.. thinking that kindness, it can really be take for granted. so today, after we chiong-ed finish our own project, i find other things to do just to siam from helping them. i know, its not nice not to help, but it happened for 2 days and i just thought why the hell i rush all day to finish my work and then go over and help but my help doesnt seem to be appreciated?

i hate it when i'm helping the team but the team member can choose not to do and leave it to me. like hello? its not even my team's project. why the hell should i do and the team member gets to do other unimportant stuff? and why the hell all the scanning give to me and the team member gets to play computer game just opposite me? why the hell should u give me that face when i told u i dunno whether there's alot of shipment for us? it just pisses me offff....

ok. enough of complaining. not been bloggin cus i was busy watching 败犬女王. after intensive chionging, i finally managed to finish it, like just now. hahah and omg i love ruan jing tian!!

the first time i watched a same movie twice. caught ip man 2 with xiao mei and mr neo on different days.



it was reallllyyy good. cried harder the second time. been practising the super fast combo moves on mr neo. hahahha. i should train harder cus 我打了一下子手就酸了.

oh my ebay item finally arrived yesterday.

not as excited when i saw the package as compared to when i'm receiving the clothes i bought online. :P

went for ruiming's baby shower last week. the weather was HOT and he was dressed like this.

i really pity him cus the rest of us were sweating like mad but da jie insists that ruiming is not scared of the heat so he wont mind being all wrapped up. =/

my nieces are ADORABLE. :)
just look at '油油' for example.

looking at her picture makes me wana smell her head. haha

ruixin with her dolly faceeee


nana with her silly smile. (er jie still hasnt found out who did nana copy, to smile like this)


and not forgetting my silly ah b who always siam whenever i try to camwhore with him. so not fun. :(


went shopping today at bugis.
wanted to go there to buy the chanel perfume but its so OMG-ish-ly expensive. 180 plus for 100 ml. although i really like it.. but 180 is too much, could have bought more stuff with that amount of money.

and about us? 我搞不懂我们到底怎么了。。。
under same roof living separate lives. his craze with ebay and toys is driving me nuts and me and my 败犬女王 is driving him mad.
so anyways yesterday i sent him a 7 pg long sms and he apologised for neglecting me.. perhaps its gonna be better soon?
its his birthday today and i really hope i/we dun ruin the day.

lastly,
its SHIOKNESS to have a LONGGGG weekend
dont need to wake up early in the morning, dont need to hear NOISE, dont need to deafen myself with music! wooohooo!! :)